If I disobey the inner voice of His Spirit, I will lose the fullness. I can never lose the relationship, but I will lose the fullness. When there’s disobedience in the Christian life the fullness ceases. He is there but He is grieved. And you soon know when you’ve lost the fullness, because the joy is gone. The fellowship is gone. The reality of the presence of Christ is gone. It’s Satan’s delight to tell me that once he’s got me, he will keep me. But at that moment I can go back to Him. And I know that if I confess my sins, God is faithful and just to forgive me.